I was living in San Francisco in 1970, and listened to this song over and over. I always loved the Stones, but Merry Clayton! Dear God, what a voice. Her voice made the song transcendent. In a recent NYTimes interview she recalls that studio session and singing that song. “At first, I told them ‘I’m not trying to do no ‘rape’ and no ‘murder,’” Clayton said, quoting from the song’s famous refrain. “Then it hit me that we’re talking about Vietnam and racism and police killing people. It’s just a shot away. I felt like I was screaming out from my ancestors to give us shelter from this world.”
coming out of my shell
Friday, March 19, 2021
The other day I went with my daughter and grandson to Leu Garden in Orlando. They often have children's exhibits throughout the gardens and make it a game for kids to locate them via maps and trails. This spring it is dinosaurs. I've included a few.
Sunday, March 7, 2021
After six weeks of bother and bliss, the watercolor class is over. I learned a lot about watercolor, and a good bit about myself.
I was surprised to enjoy homework and deadlines. The structure forced me to face my fears and gave me specific types of challenges to face. Now I'm on my own. Very Scary.
When 9-year old N last visited us he brought his recorder. He approaches learning to play the instrument with the exuberance of youth. Unabashed and unashamed about imperfections, he told us he practices so he can get better. I congratulated him with a hearty "Practice makes perfect." What an old hypocrite I am!
Since the class ended I have been drawing, well, a little. Drawing is my comfort zone. I'm happy to be making art after all these years of avoiding it. I may be rusty, but I know I can draw. Unfortunately, the terror of painting continues.
My ego is my enemy. I need to embrace mistakes. It is the only way to learn. In an act of faith, I took one of my drawings, inked in an outline, erased the pencil lines and proceeded to paint. The result was clumsy, but why wouldn't it be? I'm still learning. And who cares, really? Sometimes the goal is the action, not the result.